May Book Haul!

I haven’t posted a book haul in a while and I got a few books in May, I’m not on a book buying ban or anything (do people still do those?) but I just haven’t really got a lot of books lately! Anyway, I got some new ones in May so here’s me chatting about them…

The Stranger Beside Me by Ann Rule

I am a basic white twenty something year old woman and I like true crime and scaring myself into not talking to strangers or venturing outside much. This is a book about Ted Bundy by Ann Rule, a woman that worked with him at a suicide prevention hotline.

Twilight, New Moon & Life After Death by Stephanie Meyer

I repurchased (used copies because Stephanie got enough of my money as a teenager) of the first two Twilight books AND the tenth anniversary gender swapped book because I haven’t read that one. I’m actually really excited to get to these so I think I’ll be doing this in June/July.

The Bride Test by Helen Hoang

This was all over Instagram and Book Twitter and everyone was talking about how adorable and cute it is but also how well written and lovely it is so I thought I’d pick it up on Kindle since it was only 99p!

There we go! Not a big haul by any means but I’m excited about reading these books and want to get to them soon 🙂

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Book review: The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

The Song of Achilles is a retelling of Achilles and Patroclus’ story and the battle of Troy from the perspective of Patroclus. Somewhere between YA and general fiction, Miller’s writing is engaging and brings Homer’s story to life for a new audience. I sat through torturous hours in class reading The Odyssey, The Iliad and The Aeneid paragraph by paragraph with the whole class and that isn’t the way these stories are meant to be enjoyed.

Miller’s retelling is far more enjoyable than that experience but truer to the mythos than the Percy Jackson series. Her portrayal of the relationship between Achilles and Patroclus is everything that historians and classicists have tried to take away from mythology – ya bois are in love and it’s cute.

I also wasn’t expecting (for some reason) to see Briseis presented here as nicely as she was. I read The Silence of the Girls earlier this year and in that she was the main character, bed-slave to Achilles which she is not in this novel. I also forgot about Phyrrus, a really annoying character in the original text and this one, just a really snotty twelve year old who goes to fight in the Trojan way (as you do) and is terribly rude and oh yeah loves literally stabbing people in the back. What’s the deal with that? Stop it.

I do have to say, I didn’t enjoy this book as much as I wanted to. Maybe because of how much I enjoyed Circe and The Silence of the Girls but I also think this book has been overhyped for me. I gave it 4 stars because the story is enjoyable but then again, I enjoy the myths. Sorry that this isn’t a more in depth review but the most fun I had while reading this was saying everything that Odysseus said in a Sean Bean voice.

January Book Haul

I bought some new books in January and I can’t wait to read them! In fact, some of them jumped to the top of my TBR and I’ve already read them so you’ll be reading about them soon in a future post on here 🙂

Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo pictured next to pasta with kale and broccoli.

Books purchased:

Royal Wedding by Meg Cabot

The final book in The Princess Diaries series that I adored when I was a teenager. Mia is now 26 years old and living in Manhattan, this novel focuses on her relationship with Michael and her family (no spoilers unless you know about the new middle grade series from Cabot). I thoroughly enjoyed this book (I’m a big MiaxMichael shipper since I was 12) and this was a perfect end to the series for me.

You by Caroline Kepnes

I finished watching You on Netflix and the next day ordered the book on my Kindle (it was 99p and I am weak). I haven’t read this one yet but I’m hoping to get to it soon, maybe over a weekend when I know that I won’t be going home to my flat alone (even though I do have blinds on my windows unlike a certain main character in this…).

Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo

Book Twitter went into a panic when the Grisha trilogy Netflix series was announced so I thought ‘Hey I’ve been wanting to read some of these so I might as well’ and then found out this one was about a heist (YES) and can also be read as a standalone (double YES).

The Gospel of Loki by Joanne M. Harris

I haven’t read ANYTHING about Norse mythology which was a big surprise to me because I’m a huge dork. Anyway, Joanne M. Harris wrote Chocolat which means I’m a little bit familiar with her writing so I’m interested to see how that translates into a retelling of Loki’s story. All I know of Norse mythology comes from the Marvel movies and reading Wikipedia at 2am so I want to read a novelisation of the myth very soon.

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Deep Water by Patricia Highsmith

I read The Talented Mr Ripley in 2011 (while applying for university so it was a very memorable time apparently) then decided that I wanted to read more Highsmith and then started a Literature degree and all personal reading time went out the window. This story is about a couple who are unhappy after a few years and then the wife’s lover (how rude of her) is murdered (how dramatic) and I just want some intrigue and mystery and murder which I think that this book will deliver! (Note – the edition pictured above is the one that I picked up in Waterstones on Deansgate in Manchester which is HUGE and really nice! Of course the Leeds Waterstones is my home and my love but this one is sprawling and really nice to browse.)

 

Review copies received:

The Quaker by Liam McIlvanney

A novel based on the Bible John murders in Glasgow, Scotland in the late 1960’s, this is a Tartan Noir novel (a genre that I didn’t know had a name but I love it so much) following DI Duncan MCCormack as he investigates a series of murders and according to Goodreads, this is the first in a series. I listened to the Glasgow episode of My Favorite Murder recently in which they discussed Bible John as well as some of the suspects in the case so I’m interested to see how closely this novel is based on the true story.

A Serial Killer’s Daughter by Kerri Rawson

There was a definite theme with the books that I received for review this month. This is a non-fiction book written by Kerri Rawson who is known as the daughter of the BTK killer (don’t really care about his real name because he’s not someone I want to focus on), from what I’ve read about her, she is an advocate for victims and survivors of abuse and trauma which I think is quite an admirable thing to devote your life to, especially considering that the actions of her father had nothing to do with her at all and I’m interested to see how the world’s reaction to his actions have impacted her.

Top Ten Tuesday: Christmas Edition!!

Top Ten Tuesday was created by The Broke and the Bookish in June of 2010 and was moved to That Artsy Reader Girl in January of 2018. It was born of a love of lists, a love of books, and a desire to bring bookish friends together. You can find the list of prompts/challenges here if you want to check it out 🙂

Merry Christmas one and all!! This week the prompt is: Books I Hope I Find Under My Christmas Tree This Morning!

1. I’m starting with a book that I do know I’ll be opening, this is Educated by Tara Westover. I have been seeing this book EVERYWHERE and was listening to an episode of Reading Glasses where the ladies were talking to a bookseller and she mentioned that they’re expecting this to be a popular gift this year. I didn’t recognise it when I saw it in the shop because it was the UK paperback and I hadn’t seen that cover anywhere (a photograph rather than the pencil graphic). Anyway! Super excited to read this!

2. Another one we picked out while shopping the other day was The Last Children of Tokyo by Yoko Tawada. This is a Japanese science fiction novel about an elderly man in a future Japan that has been cut off after a natural disaster and his great grandson’s generation that may not survive. I want to read more translated fiction in 2019 and want to read more broadly which is why I’m doing the Read Harder challenge as well. This sounds great, I love a bit of dystopia/speculative fiction so this is right up my alley.

3. The Silence of the Girls by Pat Barker because my auntie got it for my birthday and I haven’t seen her yet but I will at Christmas and I will make it the first book I read in 2019.

(The rest of this post will be a wish list now, I’m not expecting any other books tbh)

4. If I could with for an unreleased book to magically make its way under my tree, it would be Red, White and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston which is a New Adult contemporary about the First Son of America falling in love with the Prince of Wales (not Charles) and it sounds like fun and it looks really good and early reviews have raved about it – BRING ON THIS JUNE RELEASE!!

5. This one shows how boring I am. The Philadelphia Chromosome by Jessica Wapner. This is a book about the discovery and analysis of the Philadelphia chromosome which is mutated in patients with Chronic Myeloid Leukaemia and how this has affected cancer research since its discovery. I work in haematology and have spent a lot of time dealing with CML patients and data, this really sounds interesting.

6. An Absolutely Remarkable Thing by Hank Green. Everyone had a favourite vlogbrother didn’t they? Hank’s videos were always my favourites when I watched their channel and now he’s written a novel!

7. Abbi Jacobsen released I Might Regret This, her collection of essays and writing from her cross-country road trip and I. Want. To. Read. It.

8. The sequel to Caraval, Legendary by Stephanie Garber because the third is due to come out soon and I wanted to really get into this trilogy but haven’t picked up the second book which makes no sense.

9. Any Agatha Christie book. Since reading The Seven Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle by Stuart Turton (review here) and seeing him speak at Waterstones with Laura Purcell, I really wanted to try a good old intricate crime novel and she’s the best.

10. Speaking of seven Evelyn’s. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins-Reid because ev.er.y.one. has been raving about it and it sounds like a great book with substance and that’s what all books need to be. Well not all. But I’d like to read this one.

Currently Reading!

This week has been really hectic, with moving and working and trying to actually be a bit social (failing a bit at that too) it’s been a bit difficult to read or write anything. So today I’m writing about what I’ve been reading this week and what I’m planning on reading next!

Finished!

The Night Is Darkening Round Me – Emily Bronte

A collection of Emily Bronte’s poetry in a Penguin Little Black Classic binding. I picked this up as a short read from my library as I hadn’t read any poetry since summer and wanted a something to dip into. I enjoyed this, I didn’t take into account that I started reading this before going to bed and so it was a bit depressing. Just like Bronte’s prose though, her writing is beautiful and elegant.

Sawkill Girls – Claire Legrand

I don’t know what review of this book I had read but the supernatural aspect of this book took me completely by surprise and it takes up a good 60% of the book. This book follows a group girls as they try find out about ‘The Collector’, an urban legend in the small town of Sawkill that is blamed for the disappearances of girls that span decades. That ‘The Collector’ is revealed to be a supernatural monster that eats the girls took me by surprise as I expected a human rather than a shape-shifting monster preying on a small town population to gain strength so it could move on to bigger targets (i.e. not teenage girls). This book had a surprising feminist turn as the group of men trying to kill the monster turned out to be quite misogynistic when the girls (grieving over the death of another) fight at the end of the story, Zoe also says – possibly correctly – that the only reason the men would put a stop to the killings was because they would soon be a target rather than young girls who were dispensable. Overall, I think this was a good story that only confused me a little bit and I’d recommend it to someone wanting a supernatural/mystery.

Currently Reading

I also lost my Kindle in the move so expect to unpack it soon which has stopped me reading Milkman by Anna Burns, a book that I was really enjoying then started imagining the characters with my grandma’s Northern Ireland accent which was a bit odd – does anyone else do this? Not with my grandma obviously but with voices/accents you know in place of characters?

I also started on If Cats Disappeared From The World which is quite nice so far, apart from the cancer diagnosis on page one so a bit of a trigger warning for that. I work in cancer services so I’m a bit desensitised to it, particularly in fiction, but from what I’ve read so far and the reviews that I’ve seen I’m expecting to really enjoy this one.

Next

Next on my library queue I have Truly Devious by Maureen Johnson which is a YA mystery set at a boarding school. After reading John Green last month I want to go back to the authors that I read as a teen/YA and see how I like their new books as I really enjoyed Turtles All The Way Down so hope to get into this very soon. After that I have the Fantastic Beasts novelisation/script which I’m a bit on the fence about. I liked the first film and enjoy seeing Eddie Redmayne as Newt running around having fun and getting into jeopardy but the second film doesn’t appeal to me – mostly because of Johnny Depp.

That’s it!

What are you reading this week? How does the lead up to the holidays impact your reading? I might take part in some readathons this month since I know there’ll be a few happening, do you do any of these?

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December #TBR

December is always a busy month so I thought why not try and move house the week of my birthday and leave everything to the last minute? I still want to read though!

Last month I read my 43rd book of the year and I’m so proud that I’ve persisted and worked on my mental health and just…been a lot happier this year (and it hasn’t been easy). I want to keep up the momentum and carry on reading during the most wonderful time of the year so I put together a list of books to get me going, I can pick and choose from these books!

I’ll start with what I’m currently reading. As I’m writing this, I’m reading Milkman by Anna Burns. This won the Man Booker Prize this year and I want to keep up with book prizes in the future, reading at least the winners if not the nominees as well. Milkman is about a young woman who becomes the subject of gossip in her town due to her rumoured relationship with the Milkman, so far it’s really good which gives me a bit of faith in the MB prize which I had lost a bit ago. I’m also listening to Sawkill Girls by Claire Legrand which is about another small town but has a supernatural element, girls disappear in the town and it’s due to some strange shape-shifting creature?? I’m still confused but enjoying it.

For the rest of the month, I want to choose from (*=library):

  • If Cats Disappeared From The World by Genki Kawamura – this one has been lent to me by my boyfriend’s mum when she mentioned it to him and he told her I’d been looking at it a couple of times, she said there are some sad bits because I like cats and the title makes me think it might be to do with cats disappearing.
  • The Silent Companions by Laura Purcell – I saw her at an event last week and she was so lovely and listening to her speak about the research that goes into her writing was so interesting and so cool, I knew when I got my ticket that I wanted to get this book but her explaining how she wrote it with the different narrative threads just made me NEED to read it soon (also she has a new release called The Corset about a seamstress accused of murder).
  • This Is Going To Hurt by Adam Kay – I just need to read it. I got it when it came out and I still haven’t. I’ve even been enjoying watching The Good Doctor (omg watch it) and shouting out when I recognise something (like when he thought a patient had Langerhan’s and I got excited) so I just need to bite the bullet and read it.
  • The End We Start From by Megan Hunter – I got this after finishing The Power because Naomi Alderman blurbed it and it just looks so good and after reading Vox I want a bit more dystopia about motherhood.
  • Truly Devious by Maureen Johnson* – I enjoyed going back to John Green so much I wanted to pick up Maureen’s newest book to check in with those guys, it’s been a while.
  • Melmoth by Sarah Perry* – this book has been hyped so much I feel like I’ve been waiting so long to read it. I’m due to receive it soon on my library app and I can’t wait!

What are you reading this month? Have you read any of these or are they on your TBR too?

Book Review: Circe by Madeline Miller

I’ll start this review as I mean to go on. I loved this book.

I adore Classical retellings and any kind of mythology, studied Classics at A Level and did my Masters dissertation on feminist retellings of Greek and Roman myths so I knew going into this that this book was my jam. Yes. My jam. I had only read the Madeline Miller short story Galatea which I used for my dissertation but that was enough to get a taste for her writing and her use of first person which can sometimes be off putting but really works in these types of epic narratives.

Circe is about Circe (duh!) a minor sea goddess that I knew a little about due to her presence in the Odyssey but not much more, I think she makes an appearance in Rick Riordan’s work but not as a large character (maybe I should revisit Percy Jackson soon?). This book, however, is 338 pages of dedicated Circe time which is much appreciated because this was SO. GOOD. Miller focuses on Circe’s entire life, much as she did in Galatea even with just 44 pages there was an entire lifespan of her protagonist, this makes me hope that there will be more books coming soon that focus on neglected characters from these myths.

Note – The Silence of the Girls is another recent release focusing on a neglected group of women from Greek mythology and one that I hope to get to soon, if you’ve read it or heard good things, please let me know! I’m writing this sentence and I’ve just ordered it now so yeah, top of my TBR.

This is an incredibly sympathetic portrayal of Circe, from birth to the end of the novel you are on Circe’s side as she is cast aside by her family, by her love and then by those that she comes to trust in her exile. The creation of Scylla as a monster was one of my favourite early parts of the story and is SUCH a cool story, there were some omissions from the myth (because there are so many variations in the stories) and the inclusion of the Scylla myth is so vital to her exile and to her development as a witch it would be hard to go without and Miller used it magnificently. Her writing also has that lyrical quality that Classic works have, it had more of a purpose when the stories were actually sung but now it’s a bonus that just makes reading so pleasant.

I don’t want to spoil too much of the book because even with its basis in myth, people might not know everything about Circe (I certainly didn’t) and it was an excellent story all the way through. I’d highly recommend Circe to anyone, especially to those with an interest in mythology but it’s such fantastically written story it doesn’t require any background knowledge as relations and extended myths are explained by the characters.

I can’t speak highly enough about Circe and can’t wait to read Song of Achilles and any other Miller books I can get my hands on. Have you read this? Is it on your TBR? Let me know your thoughts J

Book details:

Read as: Audiobook

Length: 12 hours 8 minutes

Published: 01/08/2018

Book Haul – August 2018

After my mid-month wrap up post in which I said I was being cocky, I then read basically nothing. Due to work and then a lovely chest infection, I didn’t get much of anything done apart from watching To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before three times. Also went to a wedding and the only photo of us that I have is this:

So instead of what I READ, here’s what books I BOUGHT/ACQUIRED!!

Physical books:

  • The Humans by Matt Haig – since I’m on a Matt Haig spree I thought I should pick this up when I saw it in a charity shop. This one is about an alien that comes to earth and takes over the body of a human and learns all about humanity and how awful we are. It sounds good!
  • The Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss – Another charity shop find from the same day. I fancied some fantasy since it’s been a while and have heard Patrick Rothfuss on podcasts (including an episode of My Brother, My Brother and Me which he was really interesting on) so I thought I’d try this. I believe it’s part of a series so if I like it then I might get sucked in!

eBooks:

  • To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before by Jenny Han – I didn’t read this during the BookTube hype and I should have because I LOVED the film (if you haven’t watched it, please do, then watch it again). I was in the middle of my second watch when I bought this on Kindle so I’m looking forward to reading it and then maybe going on to the sequels for more cuteness.
  • A Darker Shade of Magic by V E Schwab – I missed the hype on this one as well so thought I’d read it, I’ve seen it quite a bit on BookTube lately and my friend, Amy, recommended it while we were shopping so here it is on my TBR!
  • Eligible by Curtis Sittenfield – I’m a sucker for anything Pride and Prejudice and just finished Death Comes to Pemberley so a bit of contemporary romance with an Austen bent is just what I want right now.

Overall I finished 3 books and listened to 6 audiobooks so I think I earned a little bit of a book haul this month!

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Book Review: Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire SĂĄenz

img_1348-2.jpgThis book is about two teenage boys, Ari and Dante, who become friends over the summer and through letters, broken bones and confusion, try to find their place in the world and their families.
I loved this story, I loved the interactions between the characters, their relationships with their parents (something that often gets ignored in Teen/YA books) and the simple and understated love between them. There were moments that I teared up – it was yet another father-child scene which never fail to make me cry – and moments where I laughed out loud.
This book isn’t about struggling to come to terms with sexuality, it isn’t a love story that takes over every facet of their lives, it’s a connection between Ari and Dante that grows into something more than being ‘just friends’.
The boys’ place within their families was something that intrigued me as well. Ari was born after his father returned from the Vietnam war and 12 years after his sisters who he hears mentioning that he was born “too late”. Ari’s relationship with his father was heartbreaking to read, his frustration with the situation so clear to himself yet not seen by his father. The scenes between them are some of my favourites in the whole novel and they are wonderful. Dante’s family seems shockingly close when Ari first meets them, and Ari is quickly welcomed into the fold, however Dante feels distanced from his heritage as he doesn’t understand some of the things that Ari does in terms of Mexican culture and doesn’t speak Spanish. Dante’s insistence that his new sibling will be a boy (so that his parents will have grandchildren) and will have a Mexican name (so that he doesn’t feel displaced like him) was a bittersweet moment for Dante’s cultural and sexual identity.
All in all, I gave this book 5/5 stars on Goodreads and thoroughly enjoyed reading it. There were no lulls or boring parts, nothing that I felt I had to ‘just get through’, this story was witty and touching and wonderful and I would recommend it to anyone looking for a LGBTQ YA with a big dose of family stuff.

Book Review: Horrorstör by Grady Hendrix

Goodreads synopsis:

Something strange is happening at the Orsk furniture superstore in Cleveland, Ohio. Every morning, employees arrive to find broken Kjerring bookshelves, shattered Glans water goblets, and smashed Liripip wardrobes. Sales are down, security cameras reveal nothing, and store managers are panicking.

To unravel the mystery, three employees volunteer to work a nine-hour dusk-till-dawn shift. In the dead of the night, they’ll patrol the empty showroom floor, investigate strange sights and sounds, and encounter horrors that defy the imagination.

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So I won’t be going to IKEA any time soon


Horrorstör follows Amy and a few other workers in an overnight stay at their store after they find various damages done to merchandise and room displays when they come into work in the mornings, damage that wasn’t there when the store cleaners left the night before. Basil, the deputy manager decides that as the higher ups are coming to see why the store isn’t meeting sales targets, they had best find out who/what was smearing ‘substances’ on the furniture at night.

Orsk is IKEA’s counterpart in Horrorstör, a fictionalised version of large furniture and homeware stores with unpronounceable product names that are just random Swedish sounding words. Amy, Ruth Anne and Basil stay past closing, unaware of the changes in the store, not knowing that the history of the land is haunting the site. They find Matt and Trinity, two other employees that have stayed in order to film a ‘ghost hunting’ type show (or make out, in Matt’s case) and eventually they are confronted with the warden, Josiah Worth, and his prisoners from The Beehive.

I really enjoyed this novel, I thought that the style was intriguing and suited the setting of the book (it looks like a catalogue). Each chapter begins with a diagram, ordinary furniture pieces at first but these change to torture devices as the novel goes on, still keeping the cheery tone of a catalogue as it describes a ‘hydrotherapy bath’ to keep them suffering again and again. It was fun to read, I was halfway through before I had to put it down (and then realised, alone in my house, that I was terrified of every little sound around me) and then I finished it in a few hours the next day (in daylight). Amy is the protagonist and she is funny yet able to admit that she is frightened and wants to leave, something that can be rare in horror protagonists. She denies that these people are her friends and claims to hate working at Orsk, yet goes back for them time and time again when they are in danger.

The only thing that I took issue with was a sign on the wall that transformed from the happy Orsk message: “The hard work makes Orsk your family, and the hard work is free.” to “Work makes you free.”. The store is built on an old penitentiary that used hard labour and, essentially, torture devices to render the prisoners/penitents insane, the phrase “Work makes you free” is one commonly seen in Nazi concentration camps. Josiah Worth ‘seem[ed] to revel’ in the torture of his penitents, coupled with this slogan, that attitude made me very uncomfortable, which I’m sure was the point, but was unpleasant to read.

Having said that, I thoroughly enjoyed Horrorstör. I liked that Amy and Basil, “the clown and the fool” develop in the epilogue (though I was worried for a few pages that Amy might be planning to kill herself at the end) and get jobs at Planet Baby (the new store on the site of Orsk) to revisit The Beehive. While I don’t think there will be a sequel, Horrorstör is being adapted into a TV series, so if you enjoy the book, you can definitely look forward to that!